hello hello hello what a wonderful word hello

WOW you all went to hyatt!!!!
they went to somebody's house lorr
but i din go...
haha i love my OG too
hmmm
*HUGZ*
dun worry about jy okae?
hmmmm
take care and cheer up!

hey.. merry xmas and happy new year!! i wonder who checks this now.. been a week and more since the last entry actually
hmmmm we got sick of shopping after awhile.. it was really nice
but its really weird now that we're back in singapore
and now i just get this sad feeling for no rhyme or reason
like theres this balloon in my chest and it keeps on deflating...

might be festive blues

hmmmmm i duno
half the class went to send off daphne yday
you din go! you too! (let and lj)

but its alright... it was quite sad
i think this is the point in your life when things start happening so fast
and things start changing so fast
you feel a bit out of control
you feel abit different
the things around you are different
but things keep happening
so you feel a bit lost
you duno wad to do

then when people are nice and real to you in real life
you get a bit confused when you're away from them and alone
like... is that what it is? is there something else to it? am i playing their game? IS there a game?
surely theres some truth in it right.. when you talk to somebody face to face
surely... for awhile theres some true connection
but what if its all part of a trap.
but what would the ultimate goal bE?

emotional strangle.... feeling like ure in control.... maybe

M y og mates are really nice... my OGL too.. i gotta start attending orientation though
i will...
hmmm
the deflating feeling keeps haunting me
it keeps sinking